Monday, May 31, 2010
"can we pretend the airplanes the nightsky like shooting stars
i can really use it a wish right now a wish right now."
i've got a wish right now, but i know that the wish is simply just a wish.
a wish that would not come true.
sixthsense is getting so asian,putting in all these kpop songs.
what an asian club. but! i like!
because u can see all these asians trying to have fights with random asians and some pacific islanders and maoris.
its funny when they just say " what cunt, u wanna fight? what do u want cunt, fucking fight" and at the end of the day, NO ONE FIGHTS, u see all these hot guys, hot chicks trying to stop them.
which is so funny. cos if i really wanna hit someone, i would hit those that tries to tell me to stop hitting the other party. that really would get on my nerves.
oh no, i sound like ip man, violent as. but nah, ip man isn't a violent beast, more like lincoln burrows.
went to this nerdy party last sunday, it was indeed a nerdy party.
my first time staying for the full day on a party like this.
well played mj at first, and they played it like rummikub without flowers.
so its kinda abit different from what i usually play.
and then after playing mj, just walked around the house and hea.
finally jo is here! then she came like a loner, sat there and chatted with me for abit.
then lisa and mindy came, lisa said that she's gonna make sushi for us.
so me and jo and mindy went to look at her making sushi.
she is really pretty pro at making them. it looks pretty as XD
taste average because i like sushi with heaps and heaps of vinegar, but there wasn't enough.
then after that, everyone came to the kitchen and starred at lisa making sushi.
it has that 'beautiful cooking II' feeling because everyone was like critising her in canto but she has a hard time understanding canto and she felt like pretty pissed about it. poor lisa
and then it was soon eating time! i was disappointed at that BBQ thing, BECAUSE ITS NOT CALLED A BBQ!
its not called a BBQ when 2 guys stand in front of the WHITE BBQ PIT bbqing some random food for us, and we just hang around doing nothing while waiting for food.
i like the ASIAN BBQ where u sit in a circle, poke your own food, blow water and eat.
its the warm feeling u get when u have bbq parties with your friends! and funny things always happen when u talk shit.
i seriously hate people buying BEEF for BBQ because it seriously taste like shit! its because they buy shit as cheap beef and they cook it till its well-done and the meat taste powdery and it isn't even marinated so it taste fuking gross.
i think the host's mum can really cook, because she cooked the chicken wings and the potato salad, and it was the yummiest thing. so i only ate those. didn't even bother touching the beef/lamb/sausage which is obviously failed cooking by those 2 noobs.
and then i kept changing songs because i seriously can't stand people eating in quietness listening to shit songs.
the thing i like doing best at nerd parties is changing songs. because i remembered at lucy's me and heihei kept changing songs till everyone got so pissed at us. and i changed to baby this time and people were like why bieber! he's GAY!! and i got some kinda bieber conversation going, see this is a pretty good way to start a topic.
can't stand it when people start talking about physics and bio and chem, pisses me off so bad. anything to do with studies can just kill me please.
the host was pretty fail because all he did was open up his house for people but he didn't do anything constructive.
but i like his kitchen, its so cool and the carpet.
sometimes i just hate visiting people's house because the more houses i go, the more i hate my own house. the carpet in my house is shit as, so cheap and so badly coloured and so not warm and its not comfortable to step on.
i got so many things i hate about my own house, i just feel that my living standards is very low. and feel very emo after thinking about that.
i seriously can't stand living in an old and shitty house. don't know why my parents bought this house anyways, i don't think its that great. the only thing i can see great is that the land is big. and my mum can be busy with the garden forever when i can never be bothered to even step onto it or view it.
i care about the interior! but they don't give a shit about the interior!
u see my table u know already! its still as shakey as ever!! when i print papers, the whole table like earthquake like that. aiyoyoyo.
juno was suntanning his life all the time.
talking about his oh-so-great euro-r which i think its just not that great anywayz.
and he was drinking arashi himself, the 2litre one.
and he got drunk and he was talking shit all the time.
so funny.
wow i actually blowed water with those geekish people, i feel very proud of my improved social skills.
what we could have been, 2:10 PM.
Friday, May 28, 2010
Got declined for student allowance zzz
means i got no free money, means i can't buy my opi nail polish and can't buy a new car.
sighs emo as.
but i'll apply for living costs, or i should try to write into student allowance to ask why i'm not eligible. angry!!
i cut my hair lu, but i don't think anyone realised the difference.
well basically its really short now because the split ends are cut!
and the huge as tangle at the back of my hair is gone now ^^
but the bad thing about my hair being short is that it curls upwards naturally and flys up and down.
so means that i need to kinda straighten it.
my fringe is lighter now but i still think that its not slanted enough and not long enough.
jung jee not as nice as the fringe i cut when i was @ hk la. i actually like that fringe alot.
maybe i should ask terry to cut me my hk fringe, show him a photo of my cool as fringe next time.
well first time had lunch with joanna.
she was being rude.
or more like being a lil kid.
its ok if she doesn't wanna have lunch, maybe she thinks she's too fat or something.
but its not ok if she draws a horse on a tiny piece of paper the whole time.
it just feels like 3adults bring one kid out.
and heihei is being so biased, she says that jo dresses ok. ok my ass.
not even close to ok, just really dull and really not attractive and really 7.
with all the random patterned fabrics.
and her fake lecoqsportif bag was the joke of the year.
oh man, my exams are coming up in 10days, and i haven't barely started studying.
kept watching tv, listening to songs, sleeping, driving, eating.
been eating midnight supper these days again, i realise that once i start eating midnight supper, its the sign of getting sick.
cos i'm coughing so bad now. so much phlegm in my lungs. EWWWWW.
buta! u should watch 'FLY WITH ME', its funny as and pretty good but confusing at the same time.
i want to eat mango prawn salad, i really want to eat them.
but the mango sucks here, and i don't know how to make.
sighs, MANGO PRAWN SALAD!!!!!!!
i wanted you to be there when i fall
i wanted you to be the one i love
i wanted you to hold u in my sleep
i wanted you to show me what i need
i wanted you to know how just damn deep, i wanted you baby.
what we could have been, 2:20 PM.
Sunday, May 23, 2010
22 is my fav. number.
someone made it even more special but both of us disappointed each other on this special day.
none of us said anything, thinking that each other will forget this day, but actually, none of us did.
it's just that it wasn't how we wanted to spend the day like that.
i actually felt really shit.but i didn't say it out.
some asshole caused me to lose trust in people.
this is bad, because i know that i should have trust those that told me to put my hand on theirs and trust them.
why am i still doubting their trust.
if i don't believe, then the other party wouldn't believe in me too.
and isn't that really bad.
i told myself this morning, that i'm going to believe in you.
and i will put my life in your trust.
but i really like it when i wake up and i can still sense your presence, that was the best thing of the day that i could start off with. it gave me the energy to walk on with my fail life.
so stress, exams coming in 2 weeks, and i haven't even started studying.
texted people asking them what they got for eco, only one replied me with the actual marks, some just totally ignore, some just said don't ask. that's so stupid, i hate it when people don't tell me what they get. whats so secretive about their results, like as if u can do anything about it.
i failed so hard, 33% for someone who did A level eco and got like a C for it. felt so shameful of myself, almost crashed to the bottom of my academic life, but something helped me up- it was justin bieber, marlboro black, my supervise study star.
baby baby baby ooh
like baby baby baby noo
like baby baby baby ooh
thought u will always be mine
".. i was starstruck, that i don't need starbucks"
thats why i haven't been to starbucks for ages now? i want some frap hahaha
what we could have been, 10:31 AM.
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
ate twister fries and smoked chicken bread today at spicer's with heiman and sandy.
wow so many go there, cos the food there is yummy!! and its not like too expensive, just don't know why asians don't go there, too nerdy maybe.
they just go quad to eat sushi and butter chicken lol.
went nishiki with star tonight cos the olive wasn't open!so we ate beef tongue and beef carpaccio and some other yummy stuffs.
the beef is most yummy ga la.
then ate dau sa guo beng, it would be nicer if they wrap more dau sa.
and something funny happened outside the restaurant, i'm not gonna say, cos its really 7.
ok enough of my feasting experiences.
its so weird, its either 3 of them (mman,shell,yy) find me for lunch or none.
at the same day, in the same hour. hahaha so weird.. wonder if sometimes they all just sit together and text me to come along..
or do they just have their lil table for 2. hahaha
it would be pretty fun if we had a table for 4 for lunch one day, but don't know what will we talk about?
the weirdest thing should be- we all have something to talk to each other about individually, but don't know if we have something to talk about if we all get together? i think this is not very possible, would be very very very rare chance for that to happen.
my laptop is repaired!
asus was nice cause they helped me cleaned the exterior of my laptop, its shiny now =D
i'm gonna go cut hair tomorrow, like finally. haven't cut it for half a year lu, thats why my hair looks screwed up.
anna so noob, she said that there was topshop at newmarket, then we all went there, but it wasn't there, it is at takapuna. might check it out sometime later.
apparently, the topshop here is opened by karen walker and stephen karr, a hair dresser and then the first day they open, all the things got sold out!
so many topshop fans!! but that means that topshop is gonna be too common in no time, means i shouldn't buy topshop's stuff when i go back right? don't like people wearing the same thing as me. i like being indifferent.
last thurs, 13thmay.
was a sweet mistake i admit.
i told 2 lies to that person.. believing that the lies will give me a not so wrong future.
but i was really happy, touched that night.
i liked everything about it, the song, the food even though the waffle wasn't yummy enough but it was the process of finding it that makes it yummy.
never thought that what happened could actually happened in my life, i thought it will only appear in my dreams.
i felt special and that day was special too.
but cinderella gotta wake up from her fairygodmother's magic, back to reality.
what we could have been, 5:17 PM.
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
finally finished all my assignments!
woohoo! i got 18/25 for my stats test ^_^
something really unlucky happened on sunday night, my ASUS laptop just suddenly crashed.
luckily ASUS has worldwide warranty, so i went to ASUS today to repair my laptop for free!
but unlucky because i wrote my management essay to about 800+ words, saved it in the LAPTOP, and it just died.
so i gotta restart writing my 2000word essay at 2am, and i finished it at 2.30pm, handed it in on time! totally no sleep, and i got so tired, so catch up with sleep right after i handed in my essay. didn't even go for eco lecture. luckily eco has recorded lecture, can catch up anytime, all good =)
maybe what is more lucky is that starstar lended me his laptop. if not i would have been using desktop, i don't like my study room because its so white.
i want to ask my dad to buy me new furniture- a new study + computer table, and a shelf.
i want them all to be in wood or in colour! but here don't have ikea, so not possible to have cool colourful modern furnitures i think. it would be cool if i have those stainless steel wired with glass ones. hahahaha i can't stand my oh so white study room. thats why i'm living my life in the living room now, watching tv there and studying at the same time on the sofa.
i'm gonna call christina tonight, she is mia. and i don't like it. dork is mia-ing too, must be too happy having her post grad holidays somewhere, bali? malaysia?
today i very sotong, went to justice of peace to get my photocopied documents signed to prove that its true, then forgot to take my passport.
until when i reach home, i look into my bag, where is my passport? die lu, then faster call the justice of peace and luckily he said that the passport is lying on his table, if not i really will get killed by my mum. sure get scolding one.
then went to foodtown to buy cheesecake ingredients to make for star cos i kinda promised that i'll make for him. but i don't know if i can even make yummy cheesecakes now, since i haven't been touching the oven for ages, later my baking skills drop till very low, then not nice then how?
i hope i have some cheesecake genes in me la. and the stupid frozen berries are so expensive!!! $7.++ average for each packet! like 500g only. then all the brands is the same price one! eeee so expensive la! no wonder no one sells delicious cakes here, they too cheapo. its ok, i can make non-cheapo cakes for people to eat. kinda scared cos that time i made heiman this failed japanese cheesecake, i bet she dumped it, but she didn't tell me. haha cos she's so picky on food, and i tried and think its not nice already, of course she will think that its not nice too la.
what we could have been, 2:45 PM.
Sunday, May 09, 2010
i'm so stressed stressed stressed.
less than 24hours to hand in my essay
i'm only up to 500/2000 words
and i actually wrote something wrong inside.
i thought stakeholders = stockholders/investors
alamak they are actually different people.
means i have to rewrite the whole paragraph again?!
and i can't find the history / background info of apple, which is so gay.
and can't use wikipedia, which is shit.
my essay needs attention, ahahaha but i'm not attending to it, pretty much procrastinating.
ate roast duck rice for lunch, so full now because anna gave me her remaining taro milk tea and i just finished drinking it.
i'm just updating my dead blog while waiting for ss501 songs to load on youtube.
then i gotta go do my essay again. i'll be free tomorrow, hahaha like finally.
but i think tonight, i no need to sleep already, just gotta prepare a lot of beverages and keep on drinking non-stop to keep myself awake.
maybe a jaagerbomb would help, but im too poor to afford it.hahaha
what we could have been, 12:02 PM.
Wednesday, May 05, 2010
christina, its been 2 weeks, are you gonna give me a letter anytime soon?
been busy studying for tests these days, got no time to think of any other things.
and after my tests i have many things to do too.
hand in my student allowance/loan. then call up the internet company to solve my slow net.
then download dramas! and songs la!
sighs, life is pretty disappointing aye.
got eco test tomorrow, and i dont' know how to draw the budget contrain with indifference curves.
then for other things, i pretty much know how to do la.
i wanted to go class at 10-11 today to listen for some hints for eco test.
but when i reach city, it was already like 10.10.
and the carpark that i always park, they put two orange cones at the entrance.
then i was thinking die lu.. so i turned and went to the carpark that is right opposite the business building, but it was full. then i was thinking if i should park at the roadside, but was thinking that it might be too dangerous, so i rage left city, go back on motorway and back home now.
oh wells its ok, i'm gonna go lunch with heiman later on.
ahaha i got txt4000 for $12/month. and i sent like 120texts in one day already. i think i got no life. but cos i dont go on facebook / msn anymore, i guess its easy to finish it if i contact everyone by texting them.
oh jacq, bad girl by beast is nice! and u know u-kiss? one of my best friend's cousin is in it, his name is dongho. hahahaha
what we could have been, 6:54 AM.
